2006-04-19 - 12:52 a.m.
Crap. This is the longest I have gone without really talking to him. I wonder what this means. Or maybe it means nothing. I mean I think that the conversation we had was productive but who knows if what I thought we talked about is what we really talked about.
Crap. wish I knew.
I wish I wasn't so bitter or jaded. I wish I had a better attitude or more self esteem.
What is wrong with me? How can I fix me?