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2006-05-02 - 11:34 p.m.

I have myself failed again. I need help out of my emotional rut. I wonder if I could get committed for a day or two for rest.

Why do I freak out so much about him? I need to get over him. NOW. Since he apparently had a legal department. Why do I bother?

I feel like shit about myself.

I need more help with this and maybe some medication. Or something.

What is wrong with me.

I should happy. My life is good. I have so many things to be thankful for.

I am just shoptalk. I will never be something else. NEVER.

Bullshit on that you have my art thing. I am nothing.


What’s so wrong with me? Why do I do nothing but whine about all of this.


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