2006-01-29 - 7:02 a.m.
Walk blindly to the light and reach out for his hand
Don't ask any questions and don't try to understand
Open up your mind and then open up your heart
And you will see that you and me aren't very far apart
'Cause I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way"
--Blessed Union of Souls
More song quotes the lazy person's way to update their diary. I need to be writing my annual report and other stuff but no, I'm here writing about my nothing little life. Last night I did basketball and came home. I have tried to call insurance guy from my office but I know it comes up as unknown on all phones.
I missed an opportunity last night because the kid called and told me his dad was taking him to Lincoln from his speech meet. I was glad he was seeing his dad cause I know they both miss each other in their own way.
I feel alone and needy right now. I also feel fat, heavy, and sort of bad about the situation at work. No matter how much support I get I think I will always feel insecure because I don't have the right three letters after my name. I am not even sure at this point if I would want a PhD. What purpose would it serve?
In other stupid news.....I had to write a letter for the lecherous colleague who specializes in something called 'masculine studies'....and I just saw something online about 'whiteness studies'.. Why the hell do Euro-Americans need a forum to discuss their rights and privileges? It's sort of like that masculine studies thing....why do we need to study men and their need for Viagra or Cialis?????
I think I will start my own scholarly field called 'Bitchery Studies' or complaints as a form of communication..... it would Complaint Communication: Decoding General Bitching and Moaning.
