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2005-10-18 - 3:23 a.m. Just random thoughts on a sleepless night. "The despair among the loveless is that they must narcotize themselves before they can touch any human being at all." ~James Baldwin Hmm...depressing but possibly true at this point. I am so afraid to get near anyone in a way that leaves me open to any sort of intimacy cause of what happned last summer. It's like my weight. I think sometimes I have this weight around me to protect me from getting close to someone. It's like a metaphor. It probably also doesn't help that I want to eat continueously. I don't know why that is. Boredom, stupidity, I'm hungry? --------------------------------------- The students always laugh when I use current venacular like......cockblocking as a verb. Or hook me up......looking out for you....or that's what's up. ---------------------------------------
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