2006-05-02 - 11:34 p.m.
I have myself failed again. I need help out of my emotional rut. I wonder if I could get committed for a day or two for rest.
Why do I freak out so much about him? I need to get over him. NOW. Since he apparently had a legal department. Why do I bother?
I feel like shit about myself.
I need more help with this and maybe some medication. Or something.
What is wrong with me.
I am just shoptalk. I will never be something else. NEVER.
Bullshit on that you have my art thing. I am nothing.
What’s so wrong with me? Why do I do nothing but whine about all of this.