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2006-04-12 - 10:42 p.m. What the hell is going on in my life? 04.07.06 10:38pm caps locks a bitch, wanna get high tonight? XXXXXXXX 04.08.06 9:13pm Stoner Boy 2, How forward of you to actually give me your cell so I am not so dependent on the emotionally unstable drug czar. I should call you up right now. The other night after you left I went over to someone's house and stole a bottle of wine. Be good. 04.11.06 8:11pm Stealing, drinking and doing drugs i see.... Hmm I think i can empathize with you. Me being one consistant blob oof hormones and logic, i find myself transending "traditional" maturity iin search of something to hinge my nurosis on. So ill break you off a piece, whenever you want . :) Stoner Boy 2 04.12.06 10:40pm I think what you define as 'maturity' is over-rated. There is a difference between being a responsible person and being a mature person. Or being a usually responsible person who is prone to immature acts. Logic and hormones as a mix can cause all kinds of crap to be expressed in different formats. Sometimes this overlap can cause great emotional distress and pain or sometimes great joy. It's a passive-aggressive thing. I feel for ya. For me the thing is to feel. I need to feel alive. It's important. Sometimes you just have to cut loose and not care about the consequences........ I know that my neurosis's (spelling for the plural eludes me) are the one consistent thing I have in my chemically imbalanced head. My flawed emotional function is partly genetic and somewhat couched in my irrational fear of commitment and fear of being old. I know that it's a comfortable feeling.
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