2006-01-29 - 7:02 a.m.
Walk blindly to the light and reach out for his hand
I missed an opportunity last night because the kid called and told me his dad was taking him to Lincoln from his speech meet. I was glad he was seeing his dad cause I know they both miss each other in their own way.
I feel alone and needy right now. I also feel fat, heavy, and sort of bad about the situation at work. No matter how much support I get I think I will always feel insecure because I don't have the right three letters after my name. I am not even sure at this point if I would want a PhD. What purpose would it serve?
In other stupid news.....I had to write a letter for the lecherous colleague who specializes in something called 'masculine studies'....and I just saw something online about 'whiteness studies'.. Why the hell do Euro-Americans need a forum to discuss their rights and privileges? It's sort of like that masculine studies thing....why do we need to study men and their need for Viagra or Cialis?????
I think I will start my own scholarly field called 'Bitchery Studies' or complaints as a form of communication..... it would Complaint Communication: Decoding General Bitching and Moaning.