2005-09-16 - 5:34 p.m.
I love my sandals. I think Jesus would have worn the sandals I have. I don't know why maybe because they are brown. Ugly as hell. The Manolo would not approve.
It's hot today although it started out fairly cool. I got my hair trimmed.....finally, this morning...it was the first time since April that I've done this. It looks okay.
I am so unmotivated to clean my house or cook. I wonder if I am lacking the housecleaning gene? My room is just a friken mess. There are clothes all over. There are clothes that don't fit and will never fit.
Yesterday was the IG's birthday. I was not inclined to call him. I didn't send a card. I am a mean bitch. What is wrong with me? I guess it's from the lack of calls lately and the unavailability. I mean the guy is never around. Our planets aren't aligned or something.
In other xy chromosome news, the divorced guy continues to send pornographic emails to my account I think it was wise not to share my phone number with him. Why is it that the only men that want me are horribly damaged or highly undereducated. Or just plain yucky? Why can't I find some clever cute boy who will want to sit and watch videos with me? I better stop asking that question before I cry or something.
Wonderboy finished a script and has been incommunicado for a few days. The script is doable but it will depend on the actors. It's actually a good script but he complained that I didn't make 'big' comments. What the hell does that mean? What kind of comments does he want me to make? Plus there are a lot of complicated shots that might require some sort of aerial photography. I wonder if I know anyone with a plane.
The young one isn't going to be vacationing because his mom is still sick. The plan was he was suppose to be visiting Sunday, Monday, Tuesday but it's not happening cause he has no idea when she gets out of the hospital. It will happen someday but I guess not this week.
I keep thinking......Big will never see me again. This makes me sad.
The new 'Survivor'...ehhh...not so much.....but I always feel like this at the beginning of the season.
Yesterday half my prod class decided to be absent. I was less than thrilled about that. They had an assignment due so maybe that was the issue.
I have football tomorrow. Yuck. I would so rather not do it. After last week's shenanigans I would just rather say....sorry your team sucks we are now exclusively covering the volleyball team because they are grateful and less screwed up.
I want to start a week with no problems at work. I wonder if that will happen.
