2005-08-03 - 12:57 a.m.
I was stupid I called. He's not going to call back. Remember you are in control of your own emotions.
I talked to the young one tonight. I wanted to know if what we did hurt him in anyway. We talked about all sorts of things. It was good. He told me the night he saw me at that party I looked hot. That is so weird to me now.
I think I had cried that night.
I'm tired now and I should go to bed but I am staying up because it's my vacation and I'm restless. I'm stupid. Let it go.
Let it go.
Move on.
