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2005-02-20 - 10:01 a.m. Today I am high on codeine based cough medicines because my throat hurts terribly. I keep wondering if I am allergic to the plague dog. I have to do two strollers tapes this week. I wonder if I�ll make it. I wonder if he�s bring her to strollers. Don�t know since he won�t return calls. I should have known better. Stupid IG . Arggggg�I go home in two weeks and France in three weeks and most of my clothes don�t fit. Time to fast. I feel uncomfortable looking at the blogs/diaries of my son�s friends. I wonder if their parents know about them. Some of these kids are doing stupid crap. Like A doing 110 in his camry with six kids in it. This scares the crap out of me. JRo is still in isolated world on her own. Still angry. I�m still sick. I want to get better. I walked two days in a row and I will walk today even though my left heel hurts. I need to hang up my clothes and go back to sleep before the play this afternoon. I have to go to the International Dinner tonight and meet the geekboy�s wife and tape the entertainment. Academics have problems discerning their work from their real life. Tonight�s event should be fun but I have to tape it. Or the play this afternoon. I should want to go to it but I have to tape it. When do I get to stop being a professional voyeur? I think I will be alone for the rest of my life unless I settle for less. Okay I will cry now but I think this is because I�m high from the medication.
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