2004-12-22 - 12:27 a.m.
Yah, I’m really sad today. I wish I weren’t and I wish things were different but they aren’t. Everything I have ever loved has hurt me in a terrible way. I pay the price when I love anything or anyone.
The conversation went like this….
HIM: I won’t be here tomorrow cause I need to leave for the folks. Last Christmas in the big house. Means a lot to my mom.
HIM: I’ll be back here after we’re done opening Christmas presents on Christmas Eve and then I fly to Louisville on Christmas Day. Any tips for flying over the holiday?
HER: Hell of lot easier than flying on Christmas Eve. So is that where your girlfriend lives?
HIM: Her parents live there.
HER: Well that’s nice.
HIM: Yeah well I wasn’t gonna be the only kid not to show up to the last celebration in the big house.
HER: So are you marrying this girl?
HIM: Not today. Not soon. I like her a lot.
HER: WELL OKAY THEN.
I AM SO ANRGY RIGHT NOW AND MY KEYBOARD IS TOTALLY FUCKED UP. ARGGGGGG…..AND MY SPEAKERS ARE IN MY TRUCK CAUSE I THOUGHT I WAS DRIVING TO OMAHA TODAY BUT I STOPPED AND TURNED AROUND…. JUST LIKE I DID ON MONDAY…..THERE’S SOMETHING WRONG HERE.
Arggg okay I figured out what the deal is here…there is some sort of caps lock thing in word.